Well I have been bored lately and I have tried several things to remedy this. I am a huge MMORPG fan, but the one game I wanna play is still in closed beta and I missed my opportunity to get a key for it

http://concertogate.gamescampus.com/

I always wanted to try a turned-based MMO and what makes this one appealing is that its made by Square-Enix(the maker of the Final Fantasy games for those of you who don’t know).

On SL side, my little brother is gone or spacey as usual when he is around, and my big brother is busy working on his new amazing skins. I tried doing a little creation of my own, but after an off-hand comment from one of my brother’s friends it totally ruined my desire to even continue. I…thought… it would be cool to make some stuff to sell to even help supplement my income even a little, but apparently I am just lacking in the creation department. So I don’t think there is really anything I can make that will even sell, it was a nice thought though.

Winne is working on something amazing as usual, which is really gunna change somethings for the MnK show, but I am gunna keep it under wraps for now until we get it all setup and tested, so look forward to hearing about it, casue if it works your all gunna be impressed.

Other then that its same old, same old, with me. Still bored, still poor, and nothing I can really do about it right now but just gunna keep pushing forward as usual, hoping that somethings is gunna come around to brighten my life a little more, so here’s to hopin

Till next time
~Ja ne~

Well I finally crossed over to the dark side of the internet, and will attempt….attempt to try and blog for the sake of others wanting to dig into my life a bit more .

This week was fairly uneventful, I think the highlight was actually last weeks Kids5B concert. Robie Bloch, MichelleD Ecksol, and Moondoggirl, are now on the top of my list for artists I love. They really know how to get a crowd going and make even a 1 hour show really awesome.

I have actually the show to thank for this weeks idea for the MnK show. I met a girl named Danialla there who is putting out an effort to try and reform the Girl Scouts in SL, so make sure you listen to July 4th’s show to hear about it. I think for someone who doesn’t have a lot of experience in this, she is doing an awesome job and I am definitely going to give her my full support for as long as she chooses to continue.

My first life continues to remain hectic and stress filled as I struggle to get enough hours at my job to pay all my bills. My brothers have been nothing but supportive of me and its that which helps me push forward and struggle out of the rut I am in. I really need to push forward and attempt to get back in school this fall for both educational and financial sake…. that or win the lottery that I never play ^^;; Sometimes it makes me wonder if this is what things are going to be like for the rest of my life or if there is a silver lining waiting for me to see it that’s going to give me that exciting and less stressful life I keep dreaming of, where things like bills and debt are just chores rather than things that make my life extremely stressful. Either way, all I can do is continue to push forward regardless of how hard things get for me, cause its when you stop struggling that you stop living and just become another casualty of society and another statistic.

As far as SL is concerned, The MnK show continues to be my one and only project I have time for, but maybe something else will come up that I will feel like I can support. Its been a fun adventure so far and I can’t believe this week is already our 12th show. I have learned so many things since I started this, about the community, friends, and groups, and it makes me excited for the future. I hope that the show as well as the radio network will continue to grow and expand as interest increases and kids step up to have their time in the spotlight. Look what happened with SL5B and its result of Kids5B, where we stood up and were heard loud and clear by LL. I have never been so proud of the community as I was for this project. So Good Job Guys! and Keep up the good fight!

till next time
~Ja ne~